This conference grew out of a series of conversations in 2017-2019 between Will Hall, Patricia Kubala, and Tehseen Noorani. All of us had been involved in one way or another in the study of psychedelics, madness, or both. Previously, Will had developed a project proposal on these themes with Asha Passalacqua and Dina Tyler, while Tehseen was two years into a research study looking at the connections. Following developments in the emerging psychedelic “renaissance” and observing the rehabilitation of psychedelics as FDA-approved medicines, we were troubled by what seemed to be a consensus across biomedical, underground, and “spiritual emergence” discourses that psychedelics were not appropriate for those considered mad. From our lived experiences and worlds of research, we knew that historically this was far from always the case and that people with experiences diagnosed as manic, bipolar, or psychotic have taken psychedelics and entheogens and found them useful in healing and recovery. We realized there was an urgent need for a conference at these intersections. 
Esalen Institute 1968 poster titled The Value of Psychotic Experience. There is a hand-drawn image of a person smiling with a robe on holding a broom. There is a list of doctors who were to present at this event.
Esalen 1968 poster
White background with black lined drawing of seven swirling spheres. They are moving in an orbit around another circle in the background.
Courtesy of the Center For Swedenborgian Studies at the GTU
          In the spring of 2019, we began brainstorming and organizing to create an event that would bring together different communities to debate and discuss these issues and to hopefully re-imagine and envision community-based, harm reduction approaches to addressing them. When speaking on the intersections of madness and psychedelics at Breaking Convention 2019 in London, Tehseen met Kitty Sipple. Kitty was also presenting on these topics at the very same time but on a different panel. Kitty joined the organizing committee in the fall of 2019, and we prepared to hold the conference in the Bay Area in April 2020. With the Center for Swedenborgian Studies at the Graduate Theological Union (GTU) as an initial sponsor, our venues included the Chapel of the Great Commission in Berkeley, The Haven Community in Oakland, and the The Center in San Francisco.
          As we were planning the event, we were also witnessing controversies and disagreements and painful reckonings in these communities around sexual violence and on-going inequities of race, gender, class, labor, and so forth. These erupted into and interrupted our own organizing process, and together with COVID-19 re-configured the way we have envisioned this conference. We want to name that we are seeking to bring together communities that not only have deep mistrust of each other but also deep fractures within them. As reflected in our statement of values, it is our hope that this conference will be part of on-going efforts, not limited to the worlds of psychedelics and mad studies, to honestly and openly reckon with the legacies of racist and colonial violence that fundamentally structure our world and our possibilities of relating to each other. We hope that this conference will contribute to envisioning and enacting other ways of living and being together, including our understanding of psychedelics, madness, and spiritual awakening.
Beige background with hundreds of pencil drawn swirling lines.
Henri Michaux, Mescaline Drawing, 1956